hi -- listening to 2ne1's IT HURTS :)
this afternoon, my friends told me what i am supposed to know ^^ and i have decided that i already need to let go and forget the person, because if i still continue on still loving that guy, i will just be the one who will suffer. RIGHT ? :)))) my friends asked me awhile ago if i still feel something about him. Honestly? Yes, I still do but what can I do ? He likes her, I can't blame them. Anyways, there are many FISHES in the SEA, and I'm currently communicating with another korean guy. Hahahhaha ~ so fast ? :D I knew him months before, we were texting each other but then he suddenly stopped then we suddenly communicated again last last week :) Actually, I don't really mind love life that much. My eyes is a Handsome guy catcher, I can easily see someone handsome anywhere I go and in any instances. Gladly, my friends are always there so honest and caring. They always tell me that everything's going to be fine. They are always there ready to listen to me. Anyway, There will probably a time that he'll regret everything.Nah~ Let's just forget about that!
SMILE EVERYONE ! :) frowns will make you look older! ^^ smile, though your heart is BREAKING
hi bloggg ~ it's been a long time since i last posted ^^
well, now .. i'm again going to LET MY FEELINGS ALL OUT ! :) okay now, so it's like this.
remember MR. 5OO ? i liked him right ? but since he went back from korea, i didn't seem to see the old him. I mean, he wasn't as close to me before .. I don't know why >_< when he was still in korea, i already forgot about what i actually felt for him.When he came back, tons of things happened. Well, there's this girl who really gets into my nerves ! She wants EVERY BOY TO FALL INLOVE WITH HER and if not, she'll SEDUCE them until she gets what she wants. She was friends with him since Mr. 500 is quite friendly, he approaches people he doesn't even know then make friends with them, no wonder he has a lot of friends at school. He approached this girl during lunch time then they became friends. One day, they went malling, the two of them, by theirselves. I don't really care if they go out with each other but it's just, he doesn't know HER that well yet. This girl has a nice attitude but there's something in her that is really not good. She had a lot of BOYFRIENDS way back when we were in sixth grade and is still counting. I don't want HER to be HIS first FILIPINA girlfriend, there's a lot of girls at school that are more WORTHY and fitted to his personailty. I don't want it to be actually ME, but someone else better, someone who's not a SLUT.
He asked me "what thing makes me happy" before, but then, i changed the topic.
Now, I'm regretting why I changed the topic, I was too selfish not letting him know that it wasn't a THINg that makes me HAPPY :) it was actually HIM who makes me HAPPY.
I don't actually regret it because I LOST HIM but because he now hangs out with a WRONG GIRL. My friends tell me that, If it was me seen beside him, THEY WOULD FEEL BETTER. but i can't do anything, it's his choice ... but i always have this in mind, REGRETS ARE ALWAYS AT THE END. When you would already realize what you did WAS WRONG ^^
