MR. UNFORGETABLE

hello blog :) it's been a very long time since i last posted here :) so, yea i'm going to talk about a guy whom I can't forget.I've been struggling and is still struggling to forget this man. I really don't know this guy in person and I've never hang out with him either. I just saw him in a mall and found him attractive(he was playing tekken and was wearing sunglasses that time). I asked my friend to get his number for me and then we texted for months till i got tired waiting for his replies and decided to move on and forget about him since he just takes me for granted and was just playing with me, I never thought that this guy whom i knew the least would be the one whom I could forget the hardest. Maybe because everything about him was a mystery for me since we were just texting each other and he seemed so nice. This was the first time that I'm having a hard time in forgetting a man whom I got tired off. among the 6 guys who I liked so much, this was the first time that i never got to know another one whom I could concentrate my admiration onto. I don't know what this means so it's making me more confused on why does he stick in my head like a permanent glue. Every night whenever I would start watching korean dramas, his text messages and the things he said when we called each other would just pop up my mind and tears would suddenly run down to my cheeks, slowly and one by one. Until now, he still pops out of my mind again and again everyday. I don't really know how to forget him. I'm really confused why is it so hard for me to forget about all those stupid little memories we've shared. It's not really sweet but it's kinda memorable I guess, even though it's getting so hard for me but I'm really tired of liking him and just gets ignored as a result. I don't know but everytime I remember those memories pop up of my head, I would just suddenly smile without any reason and my heart would ache at the same time. I'm really confused of why., but I guess I haven't tried my best on forgetting about him. :| but I'm very tired of trying to do what my heart says not to. >_< now, I regret of why I asked for his number. 

KIBUM & ALEXANDER leaving U-KISS :(

 I just knew this news last friday, when my friend called me telling me that there was this tweet from the kissme twitter that KIBUM & ALEXANDER were forced to sign a termination paper. I got so disappointed of what I heard, all I can say was "HUH?" "WHY?" "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!" Yesterday, I surfed the net and saw the article from allkpop.com and I saw there that KISEOP is planned to be terminated too and they will be replaced by new members. As a fan, I think I won't be able to accept the replacement members because for me U-kiss isn't U-kiss without Alexander and Kibum. I think I would just be comparing what's not in them that's in Alexander and Kibum. I first knew U-kiss last december in the year 2009. Kiseop took my attention then I watched U-kiss Vampire and then Dong Ho's charisma attracted me. I then became a fan girl of the group. I don't think the two of them are worthy of this. They went under an audition and was chosen over thousands of auditionees. I also read in an article that U-kiss was supposedly a group of HANDSOME men but Soo hyun's talent won over looks so he got chosen. I really couldn't believe this.


 At the back of my mind, I also have this thought that this might just be an issue that is made so that U-kiss would become more popular and so that their fans would support them more. I don't know but I have this random thinking. 


- while writing this post, I am listening to the tracks in their mini album entitled, BREAK TIME.

I LOVE U-KISS. I AM A KISS ME. I AM A KPOP FAN :) hwaiting oppas !