I DON'T LIKE THIS :|

hi bloggg ~ it's been a long time since i last posted ^^


well, now .. i'm again going to LET MY FEELINGS ALL OUT ! :) okay now, so it's like this.


remember MR. 5OO ? i liked him right ? but since he went back from korea, i didn't seem to see the old him. I mean, he wasn't as close to me before .. I don't know why >_< when he was still in korea, i already forgot about what i actually felt for him.When he came back, tons of things happened. Well, there's this girl who really gets into my nerves ! She wants EVERY BOY TO FALL INLOVE WITH HER and if not, she'll SEDUCE them until she gets what she wants. She was friends with him since Mr. 500 is quite friendly, he approaches people he doesn't even know then make friends with them, no wonder he has a lot of friends at school. He approached this girl during lunch time then they became friends. One day, they went malling, the two of them, by theirselves. I don't really care if they go out with each other but it's just, he doesn't know HER that well yet. This girl has a nice attitude but there's something in her that is really not good. She had a lot of BOYFRIENDS way back when we were in sixth grade and is still counting. I don't want HER to be HIS first FILIPINA girlfriend, there's a lot of girls at school that are more WORTHY and fitted to his personailty. I don't want it to be actually ME, but someone else better, someone who's not a SLUT. 


He asked me "what thing makes me happy" before, but then, i changed the topic.
Now, I'm regretting why I changed the topic, I was too selfish not letting him know that it wasn't a THINg that makes me HAPPY :) it was actually HIM who makes me HAPPY. 
I don't actually regret it because I LOST HIM but because he now hangs out with a WRONG GIRL. My friends tell me that, If it was me seen beside him, THEY WOULD FEEL BETTER. but i can't do anything, it's his choice ... but i always have this in mind, REGRETS ARE ALWAYS AT THE END. When you would already realize what you did WAS WRONG ^^