OMG. RUDE BOii :>>>>

 gaash. this guy is making me fall !!! ♥

              o8.28.1o

he kept my cellphone whole day.
when we were going home from choir practice for special performance in MATINA...

we decided to walk `till TAHIMIK AVENUE ..

while walking...

HiM: YA.. KINCHANA?(KINCHANA=ARE YOU OKAY?)

ME: YE. KINCHANA

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(I kept on saying: AISH ~ which sounded like I'm tired)

HiM: HEY.. ARE YOU TIRED? GIVE ME YOUR BAG.. I'LL CARRY IT FOR YOU.

ME: UHH.. NO.. NO.. IT'S ALRIGHT :)

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(we reached our destination.. Thank God there was a Good Samaritan.. He made us ride his jeepney.)

in the jeepney ..

HiM: I'M TIRED.AND SLEEPY..

( i was sitting beside him )

and O.o 

HE LEANED HIS HEAD ON MY SHOULDER !!!!

o8.29.1o

the presentation day... we decided to meet each other at the entrance of GREEN MEADOWS.

when he arrived i was already there..

when he arrived... he sat beside me and looked at my bag..

HE TRIED TO PUT IT IN HIS SHOULDER!

when we were already in the church.. i was sitting on a bench then he suddenly came near me.

HiM: KEEP MY WALLET IN YOUR BAG ...

ME: *shocked*

when we were preparing to leave the place...

ME: WILL YOU COME WITH US?

HiM: I NEED TO GO HOME..

ME: OH OKAY(disappointed >.<)

HiM: GIVE ME 2O. ahh. no .. GIVE ME 5O .. 5O .. (actually he had two 2O's,two 1OOO's and six 5OO peso bills in his wallet that time)

ME: YOU PAY BY THE MONEY YOU HAVE THERE.

HiM: taxi drivers don't have change ..

ME:(showing the inside of my wallet) I DON'T HAVE MONEY OHH.

HiM: just give me 5O.I'll give you 5OO ..(giving me the money..) 

he took out P5O from my wallet and placed the 5OO inside.

while we were walking in the street .. i decided to give the money back to him ..

i also gave back his wallet.

HiM: NO .. YOU ONLY HAVE 9O there ohh . you won't survive with only that .. keep it.

me: no .. no .. I CAN SURVIVE ..

HiM: keep it! here, keep my wallet first.give it to me later.

(i then placed the money back as fast as i could :D)

ME: AISH~ I WON'T GIVE BACK YOUR WALLET IF YOU WON'T COME WITH US.

HiM: Oii ~ ! there's 5OOO in there ba !!

then I gave his wallet to him..

ME: i placed the five hundred back..

HiM: WHY ?? (then he counted his money 5ooo-5oo=45oo)

1OOO...

2OOO..

3OOO..

4OOO..

5OOO..

HiM: OH ! AiSH .. ! you bah !

ME: HAHAH :P

- OMGASHHH !! :D woohoo ♥

we were like husband and wife :D

YOU GUYS WONDER WHY DON'T YOU ?

Hi THERE :)

well guys .. I know you were wondering why I was crying quietly last thursday and friday. Why I go alone and don't talk to much. That was an UNUSUAL me right? I am usually jolly,active,noisy and the one who loves to bug other people whom I see quiet and serious. I just became like that because I was thinking of the things which I did that made other people PISSED or whatever they felt. I don't know if I could easily be back on the usual attitude I have. It depends if things would go back on the way it was before. I hope so :] I know a lot of YOU was really shocked of what happened to me right? but seriously, I'm thinking of staying quiet because I feel more respected and happy. Don't worry, I will still make you guys smile whenever you NEED me. If you don't then I'll shut up and stay in the corner. I really thank this GUY who made me laugh even though I seemed quiet and uninterested of everything he said, I felt that he knew there was something inside of me but I didn't tell him. Well, enough of him. I also thank the people who kept asking why but I'm sorry I didn't say anything. ALL I NEED WAS A HUG. If you just gave me one, I would've felt better. 

this burden is heavy.

first and foremost, i really want to say that: I AM TERRIBLY MISSING SYNDROME !!!! :((
I miss those REAL and HONEST people who comforts me whenever I feel UNHAPPY and LONELY. Those people who are always caring and are always there for me. Those people who LOVE me for what I really am. Those girls who make me smile anytime. The girls who I am telling everything I feel. Those girls who knows my WHITE AND BLACK side. The girls whom I can share almost everything with. THE FRIENDS I TRULY VALUE.


to her: so after all this months, you don't think I am a REAL friend?! so what am I to you?!  A FRIEND WHO WILL JUST DON'T CARE AND LEAVE YOU ?! after everything we have been through and those foolishness we did ?! those secrets that you and I shared with each other ?! ARE THOSE JUST GONNA BE PUT TO WASTE ?! i was so hurt about what you said. It gave me a very strong impact realizing that you don't treat me as a REAL FRIEND. I don't know what I did why you don't talk to me nor mind me anymore. But it's up to you. After all I'll still be here for you.

to him: I am tired of everything you do. You keep on hurting my feelings as if I'm addicted to you.  You don't even think that you're already hurting someone's feelings. I tell you, don't always trust on how you are treated by other people. No one's always on the same standing in life. Like what they said, nothing in this world is permanent except CHANGE. I tell you, YOU WILL REGRET everything you said. Don't be so full of yourself, you might explode. 

- I'M SO STRESSED OF WHAT'S HAPPENING THIS WEEK.BEAR WITH MY POST :]]

 

INLOVE with D.B

omo ? o.O waaa :D im going crazy about the dream :)) can it just come true ? CAN IT ?! WAA * i hope so .. but im afraid that he won't be my ICE CREAM ! tss.i don't really know what am i going to do ! WE ARE NOT EVEN FRIENDS ! we don't talk to each other ! tsk >.< he is my SUPER BOii *

LALALALALA ~ im going crazy :D ♥♥♥

BiRTHDAY-JULY 16,2O1O

>> well, this is actually a very late post .. but, im really busy and i don't like to open the computer much this days . :))

JULY 16,1995

- the day I was born.the day my parents had their FiFTH child.

THE YOUNGEST

•the 3rd to the YOUNGEST of HCSD-GM batch 2o1o-2o11

JULY 16, 2010

- 15 years after that day :)

That day was ONE of the MOST HAPPY and SPECiAL BiRTHDAY that I ever had.Even though it wasn't a grand party, I am very happy that day because when I arrived at school, my classmates prepared a surprise greeting for me ^^ I was CLUELESS of everything that happened. I never really thought that they would remember my birthday and even sing for me a birthday song in the corridor. Then my close friends gave me letters that were special, they even disturbed people who are not even known or close to them just to make me HAPPY and to show their full of effort love for me(CHAKA*). One of my close friends gave me a 1/4 illustration board full of Dong ho and my pictures. I treasured this moments in my memory and in my heart.♥