Park Hyung sik of ZE:A

so yeah, SAY HELLO TO ANOTHER KOREAN BOY BAND ! :D Originally, I didn't have any interested about this rookie group who debuted last January 2010. Yeah right, It's ZE:A ! The one who introduced me to this group was my soul mother/close close friend/sister, MERRY CHIMERA ORAIZ, the owner of the blog Chime's Diary (this is linked). She told me to search for this group so I did, then I noticed one member who quite looks like Yoseob of BEAST/B2ST(for me). He's one of the maknae trio, Park Hyungsik. He's incredibly tall(he's 183 cm for goodness sake!) and is H O T, he's voice is also great though he doesn't dance so good but I don't why he's so attractive! >.< I think he's my second ultimate bias in kpop world, Shin Dong Ho of U-kiss is first ofcourse :P so here he is! (CREDITS TO THE OWNERS )

- the one on the right is MOON JUN YOUNG(ZE:A's leader and eldest)

ideal man.

since i posted those stupid "LOVE" experiences I had so I better post what my ideal man is like as well.so here it is ~

PHYSICAL:
>> ASIAN looking (those small eyes !)
>> taller than me.
>> pink lips :P
>> cute one.
>> if he's hot then it's wonderful XDD
>> has fair skin

ATTITUDE/INNER ATTRIBUTES:
>> God fearing
>> loves GOD more than me
>> stubborn
>> not too sweet
>> doesn't show his real feelings to me when other people are around

AND AS LONG AS HE MAKES MY HEART BEAT FASTER THAN IT NORMALLY DOES! GAAAAAAAAAHS >.<  

confessions of a girl who had let go about 6 guys already.

This post is about the girl who can easily fall in love and let go of the people she liked so much. This started when she was a first year high school student and continue until her last year in high school. This girl is a little bit martyr because she was able to let herself get her to make the guy she liked and the girl that guy likes happy. This may not be an ordinary story but I really want to share this to you :) This girl is usually attracted to ASIAN looking guys and not of those western looking ones.


That first guy was her school mate on the school she was studying in when she was first year, she asked one of her friends of what was that guys name and that friend immediately concluded that she had a crush on that guy which was actually right! She liked him because he really had a very cute smile and deep dimples on both sides of his cheeks(this guy isn't ASIAN looking anyway). That friend whom she asked suddenly called the guy and told him that this girl had a crush on him. The guy faced away, he didn't actually tell her what he feels but his face turned her after some time. The guy suddenly had air in his head and became arrogant so the girl didn't like her anymore and felt that she needs to let go even though she still likes him so much.


The second guy was from the same school but is her classmate that time(this guy is now ASIAN looking). That's why she liked him. He was quite a bad boy and had really cute eyes when smiling. He was skinny and isn't that tall nor intelligent. He was just simple but for her, he was cool. This guy knew what the girl feels for him after a few months but didn't show any reaction he was against it. This guy and the girl were in the same group of friends called the ARISTOCRATS at their school. The girl knew that the guy didn't actually have those special feelings for her when she knew that another girl that was also in their group and is one of the girl's bestfriend was already his boyfriend.


The girl came back to her former school and there she knew the third guy. This guy isn't on the same year level as she was but was two years younger. He was a new student that time, this girl usually likes some guys because of how they dress up, and this was the reason why she liked this guy aside from his quite handsome face. This girl had a lot of sources so she became friends with him. They sent IM's to each other most of the time when this guy suddenly told the girl hurtful things so she gave him up.


The fourth guy is the third guy's bestfriend. They had the same favorite color, and favorite sport and went together during break time.  This guy had those small asian eyes that's why she liked him so much. This guy became her crush when she was in second year and the beginning months of her fourth year life. She already knew that this guy liked other girls but still continued to like him when her bestfriend then told her that he wants to court the girl who was always with her, so she decided to give him up since the two of them are quite close. She then helped the guy court her and is now happy together. :)


The fifth guy, ooooh! this one is one of the most asian looking ones out of the six :D why? because he is a KOREAN! haha :)) well, let's make this short and simple, the guy became her friend and had some fun memories with him but ended up to become her friend's boyfriend as well as the first and the fourth one.


 The sixth and hopefully the last one, is also a korean so he is indeed asian looking! This guy isn't really that handsome but because she knew he was a member of a dance group on their country so she came to really like him so much even though this guy actually smokes. She saw him in a mall and had her friend get his number(quite flirty right?) :P They texted and called each other for quite a long time(7 months?!). The guy was quite nice but he was taking things too literal, so he felt quite surprised everytime the girl started to have this jokes about her feelings(those were actually meant. HAHAHHA XDD). She got tired so she gave him up and really had a hard time doing it.


>> The girl that I was talking about is actually, ME ! yeah, I'm quite stupid in love though. I really love liking people but doesn't want to have a boyfriend at all. I don't really know why, maybe because I really want to wait for my ice cream ~ so yee. hahha XDD those stories are real.

The answered prayer! ♥

I've been praying for this for about two years already and God's answer last year was "NOT YET" which means, I still need to pray harder and be more patient so I did, and now, God really answered me with a big "YES!" I'm really thankful because now it's really going to happen, for real! The thing that I prayed for and waited for two years is the operation of my left leg because of my mother's pregnancy craving, my leg had a deformity, so i get a little insecure to other people, but now, it's gonna get operated(finally) so I'm excited now, but I would like to ask you guys to pray for it's success. That's why, if you really want to ask God for something then all you need to do is PERSEVERE. Pray harder with all your heart, soul and FAITH and wait patiently for God's answer because sometimes, he doesn't answer our prayers immediately because he wants it to happen in the right time.