Behind those smile and laughter are tears and heartaches.

I feel like crying. My heart feels so heavy. I really don't understand this. :/ So confused.

Men who can dance is L.O.V.E

Brian Puspos Choreography of Wet the Bed by Chris Brown
credits: http://www.youtube.com/user/BrianPuspos



Since I'm a person who loves dancing, I am also attracted to people who can dance too (especially if it's like the one in the video :D). 

Video Sharing again (w/ Lyrics)

TEEN TOP - No More Perfume on You

LYRICS:

nunaui hyanggineun neomu neomuna dalkomhae
nae jubyeon nugudo geureon hyanggiga anna mome
nunaui hwajangeun neomu neomuna yeppeun geol
mideul su eopgedo ireon yeppeun nunaga naekkeon geol

nunawa hamkke isseumyeon nan namjaga doen geo gateun geol
nado moreuge eokkaega eusseukhae
eokkaee soneul dureumyeon da sesangeul gajin geot gata
hajiman

hyangsuppurijima ireoda yeochinhante deulkindan mallya
banjjagi bareujima ireoda ose mudeum andoendan mallya
nunan nunajiman jeongmal naega naega joheumyeon geureotamyeon
ttansorihajiman geunyang naega hajandaerohae geudaerohae

hyangsuppurijima
nunaui mommaeneun neomuneomuna seksihae
saramdeul moduga sipjeom manjeomira yaegihae
nunawa hamkke isseumyeon nan namjaga doen geo gateun geol
nado moreuge eokkaega eusseukhae
eokkaee soneul dureumyeon da sesangeul gajin geot gata
hajiman

hyangsuppurijima ireoda yeochinhante deulkindan mallya
banjjagi bareujima ireoda ose mudeum andoendan mallya
nunan nunajiman jeongmal naega naega joheumyeon geureotamyeon
ttansorihajiman geunyang naega hajandaerohae geudaerohae

hyangsuppurijima
naega hajan daero hae eochapi nunan naeobsin mossaneun naekkeo
banjjagi hyangsu go away geugeon yeochingwa na sai trouble maker
jjinggeurin eolgureun ijen No more
nunan useulttaega jel yeppeo
geunikkan ttansorihajima never
naemalman deureo neon naekkeo junge choego

hyangsuppurijima ireoda yeochinhante deulkindan mallya
banjjagi bareujima ireoda ose mudeum andoendan mallya
nunan nunajiman jeongmal naega naega joheumyeon geureotamyeon
ttansorihajiman geunyang naega hajandaerohae geudaerohae
hyangsuppurijima 

SUPER JUNIOR - Mr. Simple

LYRICS:

Because You Naughty, Naughty Hey! Mr. Simple
Because You Naughty, Naughty syuju ganda!

sesangi nae mamdaero an doendago hwaman naemyeon an dwae geureol pillyo eobtji
geokjeongdo paljada jageun ire neomu yeonyeonhaji malja mome jochi anha
seongjeogi johatdaga nappatdaga geureon geoji mwo heung! siljeogi ollatdaga tteoreojyeotda geureon ttaedo itji
eojjeomyeon gwaenchanha swieo ganeun geotdo joha modeun geosi ttae, ttae, ttae, ttae, ttaega inneun geonikka

geudaega namjaramyeon chingul manna sul han jane teoreobeorigo (Alright!) Alright
geudaega yeojaramyeon chingul manna suda tteoreo nallyeobeorigo (Alright!) Alright, Alright

*bwara Mr. Simple, Simple geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)
bwara Mr. Simple, Simple geudaeneun geudaeneun geudaero meotjyeo
bwara Miss Simple, Simple geudaeneun geudaero yeppeo (S J Call!)

**gaja gaja eoseo gaja makhyeosseul ttaen doragaja golchi apa jukgetdamyeon oneul haruman nolgo boja
an geuraedo geochin sesang jugeora ttwimyeon naman jichyeo gidaryeobwa akkyeodwo bwa neoui nari got ol tenikka

Blow Your Mind gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind ttaega watjanha duryeowo malgo
Blow Your Mind gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind ttaega watjanha junbi dwaetjanha

sok sseongneun iri han du gaji anin sesange urin sara geugeon aedo ara
mwo ireoke eoryeomna uri jal meokgo jal jago tto jalhamyeon geureoke hamyeon doeji

geudaega hwaga namyeon chingul manna dwitdamhwaro pureobeorigo (Alright!) Alright
geudaega goeropdamyeon norae bulleo sori jilleo nallyeobeorigo (Alright!) Alright, Alright

*Repeat

Dance jayuran ge mwo geuri byeolgeo inna Just Get It Get It
sosohan iltarui jaemi dungdungdung kungkungkung
sarainneun geudael neukkigo sipna Just Grab It Grab It
gaseum ttwineun nae kkumdeurui yaegi dungdungdung kungkungkung
(Because You Naughty, Naughty)

ije geokjeong hajima apen joheun nari ol geoya simgakhan yaegin da dwiro mirwodugo
oneureun barkge useobwa geudaeui hwanhan useume modu gibun johajyeo

*Repeat

**Repeat

Blow Your Mind gara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind ttaega watjanha duryeowo malgo
Blow Your Mind gaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind gara Mr. Simple

credits: to the original owners :)

VAIN!

I am very sorry for my face :D

Some picture's from the Photo shoot last August 03.

The Hand Shake

Last August o4, I went to UP to support my dear friend, HENNY B. ANG (nica) and to see my highschool classmates and my dear syndrome gals who were studying there. I was so happy to see them again :D the night started and I was very surprised of how Nica looked, it was not like before. She was very pretty, with all the make up and such. It was also my first time to see her wearing those sexy and girly clothes! Unfortunately she only placed 2nd runner up but it's alright! SHE'S THE CHAMPION IN OUR HEART <3. Anyways, let's go to the real story here. I was just watching Dianne do make up to her classmates when I suddenly noticed one of her guy classmates. I was like, "Oh. He's cute." Dianne came to me and we started chit-chatting. She told Chime about it and they started teasing me! >_< I only said he was cute and meant nothing more. They started planning of introducing me to that guy, I was really like, "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and I was really nervous. After the block where Dii belongs performed, we decided to go home since it was already getting late. We then approached Dii to tell her we were leaving, when suddenly, that guy(the one I said which was cute) went beside her. Chime and Dii grinned. Dii started to introduce us to him. What really surprised me is when he offered his hands for a shake, but after I shook hands with him. He kept his hands. He didn't shake the hands of Chime and Jie which made me wonder why. Hmm. I didn't really like him. He was just cute, but because they kept on teasing me. I think I'm starting to like him now. Tsk T_T Aaaaaaaaaaaah ~ >.< I don't like this. I hope it won't go on! Ignore Ignore Ignore!

A wonderful day!

o8.o3.11

(Wednesday)

I was really annoyed when I knew that we'll be having our make up class for our CS III subject on the afternoon(because we're scheduled to have it on Tuesdays or Thursdays), but we had no choice but to attend classes or we get zero in our activity. The start of the lecture was normal, just like before, there were more stories than the formal discussion of codes, then we proceeded to the laboratory to have our activity. When we went out of the laboratory, which was in front of the balcony, in the 6th floor of one of our school building, We saw some students who were conducting a photoshoot. One of our classmates then said, "I envy them ..." then unexpectedly, our teacher heard it (he loves taking pictures of random things). He replied, "You want me to take pictures of you? I have my camera with me." then We did have a photoshoot. We never expected him to react that way because he was known to be someone who isn't really close with his students, but we're thankful, he's nice to us :)

Underconstruction

I'm sorry, my blog is again under construction. I'll try to fix it as soon as I have time. Please continue visiting :)

Good Bye.

I finally woke up from the worst nightmare I ever had.

That nightmare sure was long.It took me a couple of months to be able to figure out the way out, and finally I made it. I will stop making friends with strangers from now on. I don't really think it's a good idea. I will do my best to be able to stop this stupid attitude of mine, I want to focus on God and on the things that I must prioritize as a student. I won't let my stupidity overcome my being again. The confusion ends today, I placed him in my blocked numbers, I won't receive any calls nor messages from him, because when I mean I'll stop, I'll S T O P. Yes, I already said that "I will" many times before, and I never really took it seriously. The last time I said I'll do it, was a great mistake because I asked his permission and he said No, this time, I will follow what my heart and mind tells me to do. It is to finally end this thing. I don't know what I really felt for him, it hurts now but this is what is the best thing that I could do to be able to finally forget about him. If his No before was real then he'll try to contact me in whatever means needed. I know it's so sudden and I know he'll wonder why he isn't receiving any messages nor calls from me, so it's up to him to know why.