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Tadaaaaaa ~ Here is Argenn Grace S. Besinga's(the owner of escapetomysanctuary.blogspot.com) card fresh from Japan!

Thank You so much for this daiki ~ I love it <3

I don't Understand :/

Hi :) I am currently making my blog as someone I can share the things that are happening to me XDD


I don't really understand my feelings all this time. I can't determine if I'm feeling sad, happy or even the reasons that makes this certain things happen :) Because, You remember Mr. Irresistible right? Yea, I'll be talking about him again. I really want to forget about him already but he keeps on coming back to my mind and then I get to the point that I end up calling and texting him.Last wednesday, I got the feeling that I really want to forget about him and such. So I texted him that night that he must text me when he wakes up the next day because I have something to say. (I feel like I'm in a Novel or something XDD) He replied and said, Tell me now but I refused and told him that I'll tell him tomorrow. The next day came and he did texted me when he woke up. When he answered the call, his voice was so full of energy. He sounded so happy, so I started telling him. "Can you promise me that after this, you'll delete my number and pretend that we never knew nor became friends." I said. I was so surprised of his reply, his voice became serious "NO!" then he hung up. I was frozen for some seconds because I never expected him to react that way. What would be the big deal if someone you just knew through texting would suddenly tell you this? (I am quite mean, am I ? :D) but yea, I never really thought he would react that way. The whole afternoon I was asking myself if I did the right thing. Actually, if he didn't hung up, I was about to admit that I like him but he did so I wasn't able to say it.I decided to call him at 7pm, planning to tell him what I was supposed to. I started to ask him if he was angry at me, fortunately he wasn't. I was about to tell him about my feelings but he started asking, "WHERE ARE YOU?" "WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE?" "ARE YOU ALONE?" "DO YOU MISS ME?" and such. I got frozen up once again because it was very rare for him to ask me such questions. I don't really understand why, but he gives me reasons to like him more, but I really want to stop!!!!!  He was the very first person that I ever liked this much. I really don't know why. After our conversation, he asked me to go to a nearby buffet restaurant but I was shy so I told him an excuse that I'll be going home with my friends. Plus the fact that I don't like the feeling of going out with men which I don't really know that much or ones that I haven't been hanging around often. I admit he's 4 years older than me and I haven't hang out with him yet (I'm 16 so he's 20 years old), so it's quite awkward. Honestly, I didn't actually plan to like him for real because he was just someone who I can put on my attention to when I wanted to forget my former crush, but it ended up to be like this. I don't know what will happen next but I think I'll just go with the flow and wait for the next thing to happen :)

Complicated Feelings.

Hello :) I'm back again, posting in my blog. Today I will share about a lot of things. First will be my LOW grades. So yea, back in high school, the lowest grade I got was 79. That was when I was in second year, its in my math subject. Now, that I'm a first year college student, my math grade is .. Guess What, 76!! Yea, when I saw it I almost fainted, I never expected a grade like this, though its my fault. I never studied. :D but its okay, I'll make up in my studies this midterms.Well, lets move on. Second is about Mr. Unforgettable. I will call him MR. IRRESISTIBLE from now on. Well, why Irresistible ? because, I can't just take his text messages for granted. I don't know why >.< Sometimes, I even get the feeling that I'm already his girlfriend :)) FEELER! but really! I don't really get it if he hates me calling him or does he like it?! Yesterday afternoon, I called him, he didn't answer. I texted him "Your avoiding my calls?" he replied, "Don't call or text me now, don't reply either. I'll text you later." but unfortunately, his LATER meant after 6 hours XDDD he texted me, "Why did you call me?" I replied, "Because I want to. Y, you don't want me to call you? OK." (I just came out of that from nowhere XDDD) He replied, "Call me now." I replied, "I'm doing something" he replied, "Ok next time" .. after awhile I called him, it ringed a few, I thought he won't answer again, I dropped the call, when I did, HE ANSWERED IT ! >.< but it's okay :) hahahha >.< I just don't understand what I actually feel for him :/

Video sharing :)

Hey guys, I want to share with you the videos which made me rape the replay button :D

>> TEEN TOP'S -- ANGEL


>> GD && TOP'S -- KNOCK OUT
(yea, they released this during 2010 but I just discovered it today.)



>> TEEN TOP'S -- CAN U SMILE?


>> HYUNA'S -- BUBBLE POP



>>4MINUTE'S -- HEART TO HEART 


>> 2PM'S -- HANDS UP



I hope you'll rape the REPLAY button and hit the LIKE button :)
credits to all the owners of this videos ^_^

What's with the charisma of Asian men?

It's my self but I don't really understand why I feel such things though :/ I'm really confused on why do I really get attracted to Asian men (mostly Korean & Japanese). Since I was in my 3rd year in high school, I started to become more attracted to Asian men rather than Caucasians or the like and I really don't know the reason why. Even if they don't really look that good, when I realize that they have that Asian blood in them, they easily attract me  :O Example, this fourth year (I'm referring to a college one) guy I saw. He's a member of our division's dance crew. He's not my ideal type but he has a Japanese blood. I already started to like him even if I didn't really know he was Japanese :) He's a very good dancer indeed (which is one of the things that attract me), as well as he has this small eyes :D but he has this MUSCLE which I really don't like >.< but anyway, it adds to his CRAZY POWERFUL CHARISMA AND HOTNESS ! (According to my classmate) ERRRR. I don't really understand my self though :) but I'm willing to become his friend :P How about you people out there, have you felt of this kind of feeling before? I hope so you did so that you can help me but if you still haven't, it's fine :) but I'm really bothered by this. He's 4 years older than me. I know, it's way too impossible that we can know each other.