Unsure

Why are you like this ? Why are you rejecting my calls, and if I'm right, why did you include my friend, our friend in this fight. It was just us, I don't really know what you see me as. I don't know if I was just a friend or someone more than that because as much as I remember, I was the one going after you before. 

Is it wrong that I prevent myself from falling for you again because I know I am not ready for relationships more than friends and I know that you are not allowed to have one `till your 18 later (though it's just a few months from now).

I know that the way I said it was hurtful but it was the best way I guess, because if I tell you face to face, I know, this won't end.

Actually, you weren't the only one who was hurt, me too, ofcourse, as well as "our" friend who eventually fell for your sweetness as well, and the one you're avoiding right now as well. I don't know if I'm just paranoid or if it's really true but if you're angry at me please don't include "our" friend about it.

I hope we can clear things out, I want to talk to you. I hope we can, though.

 

- just releasing feelings though. nothing more.